Sunday, February 12, 2006

No inspiration...

I seriously need some time off... still there are two weeks left until spring holiday. Blah. I've been feeling rather sick lately. Pain in the stomach, headache, etc. Dubble blah. It really gets me down, cause I know I'm not good company at all these days. And even though people don't tell me, I know I annoy them. And that feeling sucks.

It's kinda weird cause, even though I've not been feeling brilliant, I've had nice dreams lately. One night I dreamed that I met Anastacia. The other night I just dreamed about... how easy life was when I was younger. I'd wake up on a Saturday morning, and enjoy the fact that it was the weekend. Just like that. No worries about work, family arguments, school-stuff, or whatsoever. Then during the day you'd go somewhere... anywhere... like the zoo or something, and just have fun.

I really hate growing up.

Oh yeah, just to test if i can post pics here: Ana and Kelly at the Grammies :)

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hi hun!!
Have been quite a long time since i last posted (oh gosh, soz if i mess up with grammar, but with German song on and Hungarian thoughts on mind, its not that easy, lol). Anyway, ahm....oh wait, now i got lost in my own thoughts and forgot what i wanted to say.... :| Just a sec.... 8-) *5 mins l8r :P*
Oh, yea... First of all, u never annoy me and never ever will. :) Just remember that all the time, k? ;)
And well, bout the "February thing"... im runnin after ppl -who cant count :P- for some infos, but nothin yet.... isnt that annoyin? :@ Ah well, anyway.... it'll get clear real soon, and u'll b the 1st i'll tell about it..oh, wait...u'll b the only 1, lmao. :P And well, just make sure u get a chair near at that very moment. :) And what i cud give as a hint: "if u dream, dream big". Hehe, actually i dont really care if u guess it by now, coz i can hardly wait to tell... Just make sure u dont ask what that is. :)
And well, what about growin up? U know, if we stayed lil kids for all our lives, we wudnt experience such good things as we do now, or if we were to, we wudnt b able to enjoy them as much as we do as "grown ups". On the other hand tho, growin up and stayin a child in heart is the best thing to do, and i do think we're really good at that. Hehe. :) But just dont hate the "process" coz it gives u the most treasures moments, and the really good thing is that u'll remember all u want to. =)

Anonymous said...

And well, i do hope this will do for all the comments i forgot to take. =) xxxxx (And plz, just dont forget the stuff i told you about the "u shud feel it so i dont have to say it" story, ok?) =)

Anonymous said...

This program actually does write my name with no capital. :| 1st i thought i miss-typed it, lol, but NO!!! :O Anyway, lol, hope we'll talk soon....Miss u LOOOOOOOOOADS!!!! :) xxxxx

Anonymous said...

And bk again. :) And gosh, i miss u. :( And sadly, we wont b able to talk on Sat... we have this "class-meetin-thingy", and its like @ nite, lol. But im gonna try to get home b4 like 10 or so, so that there wud b a slight chance of us bein able to talk... Take care till then!! :) xxxxx